In just a minute I slowly faded away,
All the memories rushing towards me,
The laughs, The cries, The heartaches,
Waking up abruptly, the hurtfulness of a pain I carried,
Who knew it would come to this,
Who knew all the jokes would turn into something real,
The stereotypes, the unbroken reality,
Apologizing because this was never supposed to happen,
The disappointment in the eyes of the higher power,
Cries of sorrow and regret,
The painfulness of giving in, knowing the aftermath of the decisions,
Trust that was made being broken in a matter of seconds,
Prayers that are left said out loud, Hoping for the answer to come,
Having everything I could need, Not being enough to supplement me,
Guilty feelings and guilty months ahead,
Overflow of emotions, Trying to let go,
So much anger and resentment,
Recovery is on it’s way,
Leaving me with help wanted
